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| Currently listening to: | Destiny's Child - Emotion |
if you're in a serious relationship you will think that nothing else
will occupy your mind but your significant other. well that's what
happend to me for almost a year now, i love my girlfriend more and more
each day.
but then a few weeks ago i laid my eyes
on her. a friend introduced her to me. it was totally a love at first sight. even when she is standing still i couldn't stop myself
from stealing glances at her, and the tingling sensations down my spine was just impossible to be stopped. i've only seen her a couple of
times but i couldn't get my mind off her. i have to have her... if you see her
curves, beauty and
everything you'd want to have her as well.
well tough luck... she is going to be mine.
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| Currently listening to: | Playin' 4 the City - Atmosphear's Vibe |
so he
broke up with her, he said it is so hard to be compared with the
person he jealous the most by the person he loved the most. he said it
is so hard to give what she wanted, especially with that third person
keeps hanging around them. it seems so hard to make her happy. she
couldn't understand him... or didn't want to understand him would
probably more precise. he wasn't happy and she wasn't happy either. he
said
sometimes he hurt himself, physically, out of his frustration. he knows
in severe cases it could lead to suicide, but he didn't care. he just
loved her too much.
but they've broken-up now. i asked if he feels relieved and he said,
despite from feeling the great loss, yes he is relieved. yea... from the
look of it eventhough his face is still showing signs
of disappointment, deep down inside, he is relieved.
maybe this is what's good for him and her.
hang in there, buddy.
one of you guys is happy now... and you know it is not her.
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| Currently listening to: | Callisto - Balissimo |
if you live in a poor country you'd know how hard it is to find a job
there. because there are just too many fucking people! college graduates would be very happy and probably throw in a
celebration party if they could land themselves on a job interview.
and don't even get me started on the high-school graduates.
so, to employ
those graduates with decent jobs, they (i don't really know who should
i refer to as "they") started creating pointless jobs like those guys
in police-looking outfits with metal detectors outside malls' parking
space, opening your car doors and say "good evening, sir", looking
around
for something suspicious (maybe a bomb) inside your car, closes it back
and let you off to find a parking spot... or those guys from
the same group of people who'd stand in front of malls entrance,
metal-detector your handbags, and let you go in if it doesn't beep (i
doubt if it's even on).
OR - this is the most pain in the ass people
right here -
employ as many people as they can to serve customers at
shopping malls so that they can follow you around and don't give you a
damn chance and space to fucking breathe!!
this is a typical situation at metro department store in the perfume section:
10 SPGs from every corner of perfume stands come to you, hand out a
sample and say:
"what kinda perfume are you looking for, sir?"
"try this,
smells good"
they'd say it over and over and fucking over again... it
is so fucking annoying, don't they get it that's what drive customers
away?!
it's like at the soekarno-hatta airport with all the
fucking cab drivers offering (forcing) you to take their cabs
eventhough you've said repeatedly that you have somebody picking you
up.
sad, sad, sad!
so, ok... i thought the SPGs
(sales promotion girls/guys) are annoying like that because they were
trained to do so, because they are working for a department store that lacks of knowledge of the laws of
economics. but noo... even a well-known clothing store like fcuk also
trained them to be dimwits!! it's like once you step-in into the
fucking store
there will be one SPG following you around:
"this comes in 2
colors"
"you can try it on, kakak"
"these are just in"
... please shut-up, i will call you if i
need help.
*sigh* actually you know what... do me a favor and choke!
these guys are everywhere and
no one even notice how annoying they are. what is going on?! it wasn't
like this 5 years ago. why adapting such stupid strategy to attract
cutomers that is obviously doesn't work? this keeps me awake at night!!
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| Currently listening to: | Sova feat. Andien - That Night |
time flies, 2007 is here. when i was in grade school, in the 90s,
i thought there'd be flying cars and all that in 2000. *sigh* and now it's
2007 and none of them flying cars are around. it is gonna be quiet a
challenge for the men behind the "beyond 2000" show to turn those flying cars to reality.
so, my new year's eve... plain! i did not sleep for 24 hours the day
before. you know how when you blink you don't even realize that you
just blinked? on the 23rd hour of my nocturnal day that day... when i
blink my eyelids felt so warm and i'd see red shadows all around me for
a split second just after i blinked... like i was on magic mushrooms.
crazy shit! and i got so hyper, similar to the drunk me.
you should try that sometimes, try to not to sleep.
and when i finally showered and lied down in my bed my whole body felt
warm and my heart beat slower than usual hahaha. nah on second thought
don't try this at home!
then, after only 4 hours of sleep i was back up for another 14 hours.
what the hell was so important so i needed to sacrifice my sleeping
time? well, i'm a busy man. people need me, they need my help.
now... new years resolutions.... well well, i always thing that new year's resolutions are tacky but
ironically i "kinda" have one the day after the new year's eve, and
my the resolution is the only thing i've put aside - or thrown away
would probably the right word - and i thought i'd never think about it ever
again. well apearantly "that" is my new year's resolution.
2007 will be a challenging year, you might say. pffttttt... you can say that again!
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